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A Weight Lifted

by One of Everything

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1.
Heartless 05:14
Tell me please How to keep Your heart from tearing To a thousand pieces Taking you to sleep I wore your clothes last night While you talked to me It seemed like we could so easily be But it was all too plain What you thought of me I used to make your day, completely Our bear had lost its teeth And I was mute You stood there so stubbornly resolute Are you almost done? Could I please just leave? And if looks could kill I'd be free Tell me I'm wrong but I thought You were right up my street You were my other sister so long It took me months to find my cold feet Tell me please how to keep you at arm’s reach Tell me please how to be a memory I thought you'd more to say But you’d forgotten it I guess that was the point But was it everything Could you just forgive Because you've long forgot How to let us live It's not a lot Tell me please how to keep the same routine Tell me please how to be charming and easy Tell me please how to be convincingly easy
2.
Gates 04:49
You saw an angel I saw a crook Give up on hatred I swore I would The lens is getting old and cloudy Just friends I thought out loud In my sleep The gates are closed and I am getting down Your emissary knows who goes to bed in this town And it’s an old blues that I can hold to It’s not so bad to drown Just another lucky you to let down I then got all my gold in one place Just friends It would be wrong To your face The pouring sickness The warm embrace Before the witness I kept my faith Begin to be a stone and hopeful Just friends Never alone Just let me know Such good Never found me this way But I think I would be okay Append That I will always see you Just friends How could I be Another you
3.
Kintsukuroi 03:26
You were my never hurt anyone As much as I'd planned to hurt me You were my precious, my setting sun Golden-haired and blue backlit dream And you said could we Stay here for a while And I wanted you to mean for a lifetime The evening was cold, the sky darkened And I told you that you had to leave But you always know when it’s heartfelt You were brighter than you’d ever been And you said Darling, we’re fucked up And you’re right But what you mean is We deserve love The two of us, pretty as dolls Like porcelain toys You are the gold In my kintsukuroi I went and watched you try to leave me But I knew it would be for the best You were an angel, believe me Know that your song is sweeter than the rest And I would walk From here to hidden cove When you were there It always felt like home
4.
Straightedge 05:09
My precious moment With my instant lover He tastes like you But you’re sweeter Why do you smoke Take the both of our breath away It’s not easy To stay here Now Could you be more difficult Could you be more distant Cause I need it In all good conscience I should leave you to him It’s much like you To be using Now Could you be more difficult Could you be more distant Cause I need it Now Could you be unethical Could you be consistent Cause I need it Now And the whiskey bottle burns across your collar It’s okay In the arms in parks of that pohutukawa The tarring flame The cursed stain It’s in my brain You’ve got denim Half aloud Had you seen him Standing proud Bloodshot wearing New shell frames Could you listen To my names Now Could you be more difficult Could you be more distant Cause I need it Now I was getting into it But your jeans have knees ripped And I need this I need this now
5.
I had a plan, I know I did So why does it get repetitive I broke my back to be this way Could have had every single day You want to see a lot of this What will it take to be convinced Some days it’s just not happening I don’t have any praise to sing This is what I wanted How can we tell the pieces fit Without a moment to unstick This always was the coming end Count me into your faithless friends Drama queen We’re nothing if not wary Drama queen We were always temporary This is what I wanted I had a plan, I know I did I’m through this again, you’re unabridged You left my heart in disarray I just thought I was saving face
6.
Red Flags 05:25
At one point I realised It was nothing I really liked It was just me Pretending to be somebody you admired It wasn't all bodily At least not successfully Nothing like you Wanted to do Over and under me It wasn't like you Wanted to do Anything else with me For once I let go I drove you home In the cold The things we will go Through to call People home You said it's love when it's good Said more than I ever could You said when it's bad It's the worst that you've had It hurts worse than dying would So was it worth anything Or was it just posturing The mask that you wear Is so easy to tear Cause you're so bad at acting You should just go And leave me alone That's all that you owe me
7.
Make Me 05:10
No-one’s ever any good At being all that we could hope for If we grant a second look Just one off everybody's high score I never looked the part Always scowling at a camera from behind a mask And I could always get made up in drag But the feeling that I’m real is always taken back I see you printed grey and black I watch the coming of the tide I want to share but can’t look back She's in the shadow of your eyes I never looked the part Always scowling at a camera from behind a mask And I could always get made up in drag But I’m reading that I’m real inside a paperback Is he a work of art Always thought he could have made another broken heart And if he could help it he'd push love away The broken dream was always real enough to save some face Tiger stripes I found your inner thighs How your bitterness shines The way your wedding band lies Could say I’ve slain the fairer sex I’ve ruined all of this with wishing But I could take on fairer bets The odds are everyone I’m missing Am I torture now? Have I taught you now? She was lost and found Looking for a reason to commit to common ground Tearing off her dress for one good man Taking nothing from the shadows of her former friends Am I torture now? I could paint the rising sun over your furrowed brow And it would help you reach that place again And you never needed more than that

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Six sad songs

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released February 7, 2019

Thea Doyle - lyrics, vocals, guitar, synths, drums

Lily Cleary - album artwork

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One of Everything Auckland, New Zealand

Trans femme from Aotearoa, doing Better Than You Expected

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